Matthew Patel's One & Only ♡ AuDHD ♡ Writer ♡ Artist ♡ Vegan ♡ c-PTSD ♡ Depressed ♡ Insomniac ♡ Panic disorder ♡ GAD ♡ PMDD ♡

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My name is Cici. I've been a writer all my life and I started my art back in 2018. I love to think critically about the media I consume and really dive deep into the characters and world.Creepy ♡ Elegant ♡ Vintage ♡ AntiqueAnimal lover ♡ Hyenas ♡ Dogs ♡ Dogs help me stim and regulate my emotions.The Crane Wives ♡ Bloodywood ♡ The Paper Kites ♡ The Oh Hellos ♡ Confess ♡ Mystery Skulls ♡ Caravan Palace ♡ various oldies like Billie HolidayThe Legend of Zelda (especially Wind Waker and Twilight Princess) ♡ Fallout ♡ Okami ♡ The Elder Scrolls: Oblivion ♡ Katamari Damacy ♡ Spyro the Dragon (original trilogy)Lilo & Stitch ♡ Aladdin ♡ Kiki's Delivery Service ♡ Most of Studio Ghibli tbh ♡ Treasure PlanetAvatar: the Last Airbender ♡ Scott Pilgrim Takes Off (only for Matthew scenes) ♡ Hey Arnold ♡ Holic ♡ Fullmetal Alchemist ♡ Pokemon (Kanto thru Sinnoh) ♡ Martha Speaks ♡ Death Note ♡ King of the HillI love Jenna Marbles and miss her like every day. ♡ ♡

Most of what I post about is selfshipping art, self-indulgent writing, and x reader works. I love to explore human psychology, war, the effects of abuse, wholesome relationships, and healing in my writing. There's an obscene amount of erotica on my Ao3 as well. I use selfshipping to cope with life stresses.I have chronic nightmares and a strong stress response stemming from c-PTSD, autism, ADHD, chronic depression, generalized anxiety disorder, and panic disorder. I also present a lot of OCD traits but not enough for a proper diagnosis. I was recently diagnosed with pre-menstrual dysphoric disorder. All of which exacerbate my insomnia.

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ཐི❤︎ཋྀ Matthew Patel (Scott Pilgrim; all media) 🖤🖤🖤Pet names: moonflower, angel, my goddess, my love, sweetheart, my gothic dream, beautiful, darling, baby, babe, my sweet angel, gorgeous, my starlit night, my good girl
(Matthew favorites in bold // sometimes uses any of these in some off-the-wall combination)Playlist | Shipping Strawpage

Handsome men (not f/os)† Aladdin
† Thief King Bakura
† David Kawena
† Lucien Lachance
† Rudy Ayoub
† Jason Bright
† Prince Naveen
† Karan KatiyarClick for full list

Platonic & Familial f/os♡ Lilo Pelekai
♡ Souichi Tsujii
♡ T.D. Kennelly
♡ Shauzia
♡ Sokka
♡ Toph
♡ Connie
♡ Shenzi, Banzai, & EdClick here for full list